01. where would you love to go to college? what kind of college is it?
I’ve ultimately wanted to go to Full Sail University since my senior year (2010) and I even did the research and had a rep from there who came to NJ to present at our high school about it come to my house for an interview about it…even had roommates set up, a scholarship of $20k, the works. but it all fell apart and I couldn’t go, both by not having the means at the time due to moving around from family drama and there was no way to get there or afford to live off campus since they didn’t have dorms on campus. it’s a media school in the top 5 in the US and I wanted to pursue being a music producer if I went…

I also before that guy came senior year, always wanted to go to NYU for journalism/songwriting. I went to my local community college for Journalism and Public Speaking In Media for a bachelors, using my scholarship but I only completed one semester and had to move…so I never completed college and I lost the majority of that scholarship cause it expired…big regrets, I’d give anything to get a degree preferably online…

02. is there anywhere you’d love to go, but you wouldn’t go due to things there (people, natural disasters, etc.)?
isn’t that basically the entire fuckin world at this point..? anywhere you go, there’s shit going down so it would be scary to go to any of the places I’ve always wanted to travel to and experience

03. do you know anyone who has/had swine? who?
…okay, meaning like owned pigs or had the swine flu? lol no not personally but there’s a lot of farmland here with many different animals so I’m sure someone has a bunch of hogs and piggies fenced in :P

04. do you like polaroid photography?
yeah, would love to learn how to take amazing photos like that

05. did you ever watch that old nick show, ginger?
As Told By Ginger! hell yeah, loved it!

06. is there a friend of yours who curses nonstop? who would that be?
pssh myself more than anyone, literally barely can make a simple sentence about the most random small talk without cursing to some degree XD

07. don’t you hate when you put lyrics as a status and everyone comments it asking what it means / why it’s your status?
I hate that they can’t relate to them or understand that it’s me crying out pretty much…I post lyrics or sayings/phrases all the time relating to my mental illnesses, emotions, physical illnesses…and I’m still alone with it all.

08. what internet browser do you use?
Chrome or Firefox

09. what do you usually do to let your feelings out?
listen to music, cry, DRINK TILL I BLACK OUT AND AM NUMB…

10. what was the last thing you uploaded / plugged into the computer?
oh god no idea, I fucked up my small USB flash drive so it can’t recognize it when I plug it in…and my cd tray, the cover where you press the button to have it pop out snapped off so now I don’t know how to get it to pop out so I can play movies..and yes, both were from me black out drunk and the laptop sliding off me to the floor.

11. what is your last class of the day?
I’m not in school

12. who do you think has your back more: your girl friends or your guy friends?
guy friends for sure, I’ve always tended to be closer with guys than girls. being a hardcore tomboy all my life helps lol

13. do you think boys notice things more than girls? or vice versa?
it’s hard to say cause everyone’s different, so I hate putting them into a statistic or stereotype. I’d say it’s pretty even for both

14. are you participating in project 365 (you take a picture of you/something everyday of the year and post it)?
I’d love to try but not enough things I can post…I’m constantly home with nowhere to go and it’s very hard to be out and about for more than a short time given physical illness weakening me for years so no

15. do you have a flickr? if so, post the link.
oh DEAR FUCKING GOD I completely forgot about Flickr! lol no I don’t and never did

16. am i the only one who would go to the ends of the earth to see their favorite band perform?
I don’t know you so I mean, I can’t say for sure..but I’ve got several bands and comedians in mind that I would personally

17. do you think it’s dumb when a band smashes their instruments, or do you find it totally radical?
meh I don’t really care

18. have you ever made a gif? if not, do you think it’d be interesting to make one?
yeah I’ve always been interested in how to do it and I’d go insane making so many once I knew how to lol

19. are you excited for the beginning of american idol?
no I haven’t watched for years..last one I saw win was around Jordin Sparks/Adam Lambert/David Cook seasons…I love watching the terrible auditions on youtube though lol

20. do you feel like you need some inspiration, or are you totally inspired right now?
I definitely need inspiration…

21. when you feel uninspired, do you feel like you need to go somewhere to become inspired?
definitely but rarely get the chance to

22. do you like driving games, or not so much?
yeah

23. do you have trouble coming up with good surveys questions?
I’ve never made em, I love taking good ones I find